Sunday 31 May 2020

A ribbon of seaweed ...





Butterflies flew before us - 

Wild garlic scented the air between the trees - 


We followed the path to the sunlit hilltop -

Gulls flew above the bright grass - 


Below us, the stone circle was hidden by dark pines -

A white yacht danced upon the water - 


There was still salt upon my tongue - 

A ribbon of seaweed around my wrist - 




Saturday 30 May 2020


Kingswood, Nine Barrows Down
Studland 
Dorset 

Saturday 30 May 2020

My heart a wild bird ...





White horses -

Wind blown sand - 


That first moment - 

Salt in my hair - 


Lifted by the wave - 

My heart a wild bird - 





Friday May 29 2020


Knoll Beach 
Studland 
Dorset 

Friday 29 May 2020

Watching Grayson ...








I'm watching Grsyson Perry -

I'm tipsy -


Grayson has an unsettling gaze -

Those big glasses -


He's talking about his childhood -

Essex and class -


Lockdown -

No one wants to be in front of a television -


Flock wallpaper -

Like asking a fish about water -


Laughing like Konstantin -

A painting of Grayson as a bride -


Cage fighters -

Being vulnerable -


Something about a teddy bear, Alan Measles -

The Saint Sebastian of Covid 19 -





Thursday 28 May 2020


The Old School House
East Stoke
Dorset

Thursday 28 May 2020

Ghosts at noon in Salisbury





The streets near the cathedral were empty of people -

They were as haunted and spellbound as if painted by Chirico - 


I saw ghosts at noon  - 

Angels in Penny Farthing Street - 





Wednesday 27 May 2020


Salisbury 

Wednesday 27 May 2020

The brighness fell upon her from the sky ...




I followed Anne into the sea - 

The clear waves held her -


It was as though we were in an ancient story - 

The brightness fell upon her from the sky - 





Tuesday 26 May 2020


Knoll Beach 
Studland 
Dorset 


Tuesday 26 May 2020

Tracing the path of a reborn sun ...




I should be reading an early J G Ballard -

The Drought or The Drowned World -


The sky is different -

I breath air filled with strange voices -


I'll take the name of an enigmatic doctor -

I'll trace the course of a reborn sun -




Monday 25 May 2020


The Old School House
East Stoke
Dorset 

Monday 25 May 2020

Cherry cake ...





I remember my mum baking cherry cake -

Round The Horne on the kitchen radio -

My dad mixing Guiness and McEwans -


Anne, using my mum's recipe, brings back those Palmyra Road days -

The armchairs in the lounge -

Top of the Pops after Tomorrow's World -




Sunday 24 May 2020


The Old School House
East Stoke
Dorset 

Saturday 23 May 2020

Bright worlds hidden in the everyday sky ...




I'm reading Out of The Silent Planet -

Reading the foxed Pans of my boyhood -


Turning the pages as though I were still living in Palmyra Road -

Bright worlds hidden in the everyday sky -




Friday 22 May 2020


The Old School House
East Stoke
Dorset

Friday 22 May 2020

A joy of buttercups...



Anne bakes sourdough bread -

She wears a pale blue linen dress -


The long afternoon fills  the garden -

Paul Simon is singing Michigan seems like a dream to me now -


Beyond the garden is the quiet river -

A joy of buttercups in the water meadows -




Thursday 21 May 2020


The Old School House
East Stoke
Dorset 

Thursday 21 May 2020

Tess plays her guitar in the bright garden...




Tess plays her guitar in the bright garden -

The wind blows summer over the rooftops -


Birds sing in the drowsy trees -

I wear the shirt Jane gave me -


I remember watching swallows -

Waking to hear the dawn call to prayer -


I opened the window to a glimpse of heaven -

I drew water from a depthless well -


Tess looks up -

She smiles her dazzling smile -




Wednesday 20 May 2020


The garden of Methuen House
Salisbury

Wednesday 20 May 2020

Nostalghia...





This evening I'll watch Tarkovsky's Nostalghia -

My eyes will fill with tears -


I'll remember the witch floating above the bed -

The room where one's innermost desires are met -


What wonders will I see ?  -

What exquisite images glimpsed through tears ? -





Tuesday 19 May 2020


The Old School House
East Stoke
Dorset







Tuesday 19 May 2020

The sky is as blue as a sky in a story ...





I'm reading The Voyage of The Dawn Treader -

I can smell the sea in the bright garden -

Our house becomes a magician's house -


The sky is as blue as a sky in a story -

If I close my eyes, I stand barefoot upon a golden ship -

I will tear off my skin to become young and clean -





Monday 18 May 2020


The Old School House
East Stoke
Dorset 

Sunday 17 May 2020

Missing Paul's ...





I can no longer go to Paul's -

I miss his rasping laugh and his savage appercus -

My tangled mane has been spared the razor sharp scissors -

Each day my hair grows longer -

In my dreams I see the chair -

The current issue of Total Carp -

I hear Paul's voice -

Hello dear boy -

Did I tell you about the time Liz and I went to Sorrento? - 




Saturday 16 May 2020


The Old School House
East Stoke
Dorset



Saturday 16 May 2020

The time of the angels ...




Anne's reading The Time of The Angels -

I remembered my time in Iris' world -

The girls with their caps of shining hair -

The youths of singular beauty -

The lovers left to their terrible colliquoy -

The Thameside rectory -

The mermaid's son -

The characters with their wonderful names -

Hugo Belfounder -

Octavian Gray -

Mary Hartley Finch -

Aleph, Moy -

The strange beauty of all I saw -






Friday 15 May 2020


The Old School House
East Stoke
Dorset


Friday 15 May 2020

A debt unpaid...




I'm holding a Waterman pen -

I close my eyes -


I can smell the sea -

I can glimpse the white hotels -


The girl with long black hair -

The seafront, the gaudy pier -


My heart still shamed -

A debt unpaid -




Thursday 14 May 2020


The Old School House
East Stoke
Dorset 

Thursday 14 May 2020

The summer moon lighting our narrow moon ...




A pale bowl holds succulents given us by Tito -

I remember the balcony they came from -

The yachts on the warm sea -

The supper he and his wife gave us -

The rich soup, the red wine -

The stories about horses and sicarios -

The summer moon lighting our narrow room -





Wednesday 13 May 2020


The Old School House
East Stoke
Dorset 

Wednesday 13 May 2020

Mute bird ...




May blossom scents the sunlit room -

A mute bird folds its wings -


Shells murmur their stories -

I remember the warmth of the long hours -


Each breath of rich air I took -

The green path between the trees -


The glimmer of bluebells -

The nowness of every moment -




Tuesday 12 May 2020


The Old School House
East Stoke

Tuesday 12 May 2020

Heroes of Telemark ...



Waiting for the Broadcast, I caught the last half hour of Heroes of Telemark -

Kirk with his dimpled chin -

Skis and Nazis -

The simple heroism of the war comics I read as a paper boy -

RAF bombers in the sky -

Machine guns spitting lead -

Plucky Tommies -

Those words which haunted my paper boy's dreams -

Achtung! -

Snell ! - Snell !




Monday 11 May 2020


The Old School House
East Stoke
Dorset

Monday 11 May 2020

The Snow Leopard ...



The Snow Leopard starts with some words from Rilke -

I must have courage for the most strange -


I remember the high places I've walked -

The wind blowing over lichened sheepfolds -


I'll read this book as though I were still there -

The dark valley below me -


The rain falling on the bones of the land -

The ancient names under the sky -






Sunday 10 May 2020



The Old School House
East Stoke
Dorset

Sunday 10 May 2020

She's leaving home ...



I sat like Pushkin amongst my books -

Listening to Paul singing -


I remembered buying the LP -

The mysterious strangers behind Paul, John, George and Ringo -


Putting the record on -

Wearing my smooth skin -


That moment, hearing it the first time -

She's leaving home -






Saturday 9 May 2020


The Old School House
East Stoke
Dorset 

Friday 8 May 2020

English Music ...



I'm reading English Music -

I see my father's face glimmer above my own -

He walks to me across this bright grass -

From shadow to sunlight -

To sit with me -

To breath my air -

To see my heart unhidden -

To hear what I said too late, or never enough -






Thursday 7 May 2020


The Old School House
East Stoke
Dorset



Thursday 7 May 2020

Olives in a blue dish ...




A dragonfly zig zags over the bright uncut lawn -

We could be in Andy Prendergast's garden -

Dandelions brushed our ankles -

All we need are olives in a blue dish -

Red wine -

Birdsong in the long afternoon -

A gentle magician's voice -





Wednesday 6 May 2020



The Old School House
East Stoke
Dorset

Wednesday 6 May 2020

Children painted pictures of rainbows...




We walked the green walls -

May blossom scented the path -


Below us, there were empty streets -

Children painted pictures of rainbows -





Tuesday 5 May 2020



Wareham
Dorset


Tuesday 5 May 2020

Another foxed Arrow ...



Another foxed Arrow -

Dracula's Guest -


Abel Behanna, left stark by the tide -

The Countess seeking and finding death -


Each page recalling the time I first read it -

Unrolling the map of my innocent bed -




Monday 4 April 2020


The Old School House
East Stoke
Dorset

Monday 4 May 2020

I am not a number ...




Tonight, I'll watch The Prisoner - 

Episode 1, Arrival -

I'll be fifteen again -

A willow wand -

Waking up in the nameless village -

Cool as Number 6 -

I'll run across the flawless sands -

I'll have no other words than these -

I am not a number -

I am a free man -



Sunday 3 May 2020


The Old School House
East Stoke
Dorset


Sunday 3 May 2020

A bee's wing ...



I heard Pixi Morgan singing -

I saw his gypsy smile -

I was walking near the river -

There were blossoms on the hawthorn tree -

He sang his beautiful song -

He sang she was a rare thing -

As fine a bee's wing -

There were flowers on his coat -

Gentle birds amongst the trees -

A white horse to carry him to his bed -




Saturday 2 May 2020


Rushton, East Stoke
Dorset





Saturday 2 May 2020

We shall call ourselves different names ...





We are like characters in The Sea, The Sea -

Eating strange suppers -

Dandelion salads -

Watercress from the quiet river -

Lentils and chorizo -

Olives -

Samphire -

We shall call ourselves different names -

We shall swim naked amongst dazzling waves -

Have caps of shining hair -




Friday 1 May 2020


The Old School
East Stoke
Dorset