Both of us grandfathers

Hearing Jay's voice -

As though his hair was still a splendid mane -

As though he were wearing stripy trousers -

Red Converses -

All those years still to be lived - 

Those long summers -

Throwing darts -

Harveys in the sunlit bar -

The house on Albion Hill -

Russell lighting up a Marlboro -

The foxed Master and Margarita -

The waves breaking on the stones -

Morrison singing She lives on Love Street -

The last notes of The Firebird -

All this, in those first words, ringing Jay -

Both of us grandfathers -

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Watching Werner Herzog's Nosferatu

The gypsies with their dark Aztec faces - 

Their silences -

The lanterns of the coach glimmering in the darkness -

The wine in a crystal glass -

Bruno Ganz writing to his darling -

That terrible goblin face, floating above the bed -

February 2026

Watching Blaze

I think I'll watch Blaze -

I need to see flying saucers -

Hear of terrifying conspiracies -

Abductions -

Hybrids -

Lost time -

Be above top secret -

 See presidents die -

February 2026

Late afternoon in Salisbury

Jake singing quietly - 

Immersed in Mobilo -

Looking up with his gentle smile -

Salisbury 

February 2026

Blue notes

Litening to blue notes, you held my hand  -

I love seeing you I said -

You held my hand more tightly -

I thought I want to tell you everything -

There were more blue notes - 

More moments of you - 

Your smile -

The warmth of your hand -

Swanage 

February 2026

Longing for sleep

Longing for sleep - 

Those deep pools - 

Those still shores.-

February 2026

Being made of air

Beguiled by tattered shreds of a poster -

Tongues of paper hanging from a wall -

By the words a day of trance -

I imagined myself dancing -

Being made of air -

Bournemouth 

February 2026